My biggest problem is not fear. Its anger.
Anger at the weak spined that seemingly are the majority of this country now.
Anger at our Government for being 1)complacent 2)over-reaching 3)over-reacting.
Anger that making anything that resembles a plan at this point is asking for a leap of faith in humanity: a faith that’s not in good shape at this stage thanks to all the goings on
Anger at myself for being angry of such mundane and stupid shit.
I am starting to think that taking a week off and finding somewhere on the water, and far away from people would be on the best interest of my psyche, and potentially those around me currently.
But it will cost and that pisses me off too.
I’ll leave it there for now before my language devolves further.