Man, it took some gettin’ used to, but I am actually enjoying living under my rock again. I received an email informing of some persons mentioning me in the public forum. Not sure what that was about, I went and investigated it.
So, what does that have to do with me?
I am doing the things I have to do, will do what needs done, and the rest of this shit can go to hell in a handbasket. I don’t want to partake in circular firing squads any longer: they tend to do far more damage to those on the periphery than those slinging the bullets.
Why would I feel the need to allow others to dictate my actions, either through outright ‘orders’ or just ‘fit in with us’ actions. No thanks.
I am a free person, I will WILL live as such. I AM living as such. My choices are mine and mine alone. Do I weigh others needs in when I make my decisions: Absolutely. But and its big but, I WILL NOT ALLOW THEM TO CONTROL MY LIFE. If for any reason I feel that my existence is hindering or causing others issue, I move on. If for any reason I feel that others are hindering ME, I move on.
Maybe some would find that prior paragraph selfish, I won’t argue your point. I have only my self to worry about. I haven’t a girlfriend, My child has her own life; other than the Voodoo, my responsibilities are to myself FIRST, all others are at MY discretion.
Maybe the inn doors have been closed to me: that’s alright. Last call could have been better.
And this one goes out to those that just want to shoot into the circle.
But no politics, I am heading back to the shop to make that firing pin for a neighbors shotgun. I am doing something, even if it isn’t what some others would ‘like for me to be doing’.